“He said to him the third time, “Simon, son of John, do you love me?” Peter was distressed that he had said to him a third time, “Do you love me?” and he said to him, “Lord, you know everything; you know that I love you.” Jesus said to him, “Feed my sheep.”
John 21:17 (NAB)
This conversation took place after the resurrection, when Jesus was making His last appearances to certain people over a period of forty days. He went to Peter, asking him three times if he loved Him, and Peter told Jesus, “Lord, you already know.”
Jesus did already know, but He still asked him three times in a row. Maybe He knew that Peter was still paralyzed with shame and felt unworthy, after denying the Lord three times. Jesus wasn’t interested in the past, only if he loved Him in that present moment.
It proves that God doesn’t dwell on our past failures or the sins already forgiven, so neither should we. He is always working among us in the present tense. Jesus seemed to be saying to Peter,
“Forget the past, do you love me today? Now let’s move forward with the good plans I have for you.”
In another questioning moment, the disciples were telling Jesus what the crowd was saying about Him, but Jesus brought it back to them, asking,
“But who do you say that I am?”
He wasn’t interested in the crowd’s opinion, but wanted to know what was in their hearts in that present moment.
Next, Jesus encountered a paralyzed man at the healing pool of Bethesda, and asked him an obvious question,
“Do you want to be healed ?” Instead of answering with a simple “Yes, Lord”, the man proceeded to ramble on about the past 38 years, that no one ever helped him into the healing pool. Jesus ignored his story about the past and just said,
“Pick up your mat and walk.”
God already knows our story, He knows all of our disappointments, betrayals and losses, but He calls us to stay in the present moment. There is no time or space in Heaven, because everything is in the present tense, therefore we should live in the present tense.
A woman I knew from a church I once attended was diagnosed with a sarcoma which is a form of bone cancer. In her distress, she went to the church when it was empty and just sat in the pew praying. While sitting alone in silence, she felt Jesus speak clearly to her heart, asking,
“Don’t you trust Me?”
She said yes and resolved to trust the Lord from that day on. After her medical treatment, the cancer never came back, and that was decades ago.
When reflecting on the kind of questions Jesus asks, He hopes the answers from our heart are:
“Yes Lord, I love you, I believe you are the Son of God, and Lord, I trust you for healing.”
Those are essential answers to essential questions. Jesus always leads us to forgive, to be forgiven, to receive healing, to become a messenger of the good news, and to feed His sheep.
God is writing a beautiful story, and we all have a part in it. As we stay in the present, hearing what Jesus is asking us, He moves us forward, beyond all our failures, fears and insecurities. That’s what it means to spiritually pick up our mat and start walking.
Lord, help us to hear and answer your questions, and to stay in the present with you, so that we may be healed and bless others. Amen










